~nejiluver-1

SPIOLER WARNING: for the people that havnt got to the part were i am in dgm you might notwant to read this...

HOLY MOTHER OF FUCKN GOD!!!!!!!

CROSS IS DEAD!!!!!!!!!!

CROSS IS FUCKN DEAD!!!!!!!

AND YA KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS THAT MEANS THAT STUPID

WANNABE HITLER (when i say wannabe hitler i mean

THAT GOD DAMN GOOD FOR NOTHN ROVELIER!!! X() IS GOING

TO BLAME IT ON ALLEN!!!

WITCH MEANS EVEN MORE OF A REASON TO KILL ALLEN TO

HIM!!!!!!!!!

AND YA KNOW WHAT ELSE I BET IT WASNT EVEN ALLEN

WHO DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!

I BET IT WAS THAT STUPID WANNABE HITLER HIMSELF

THAT DID IT!!!!!!!!!

I AM SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!!

GODDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

True or False?
I am a cuddler - true
I am a morning person - false
I am a perfectionist - true XD
I am an only child - false
I am Catholic - o.O... false?
I am currently in my pajamas - true
I am currently single - false
I am currently suffering from a broken heart - false
I am okay at styling other people’s hair - false (i dont even style my own hair)
I am left handed - false o.o
I am addicted to my myspace - false (D8< MYSPACE SUCKS!!!!!)
I am very shy around the opposite gender AT FIRST - false
I bite my nails - true (bad habbit)
I can be paranoid at times - true
I currently regret something that I have said - true
When I get mad I curse frequently - true
I like someone - true (more than one >///> shut up...)
I enjoy country music - true/false XD
I enjoy jazz music - false
I enjoy smoothies - true (=w= hmmmm... smoothies)
I enjoy talking on the phone - true/false XD
I have a pet - true (WAY more than one XD 4. a cat, 2 dogs, and a evil flying purple monkey X3)
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal - true
I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” person - true (i think im with the wrong person now)
I have all my grandparents - false
I have at least one sibling - true
I have been told that I am smart - true (4 my friends that know me well.. shut dup!! i have been called smart!!! >o<
I get higher then C’s in school - true/false
I have broken a bone - true (arm and heart D8)
I have Caller I.D. on my phone - true
I have bathed/showered with someone - true (little cusions.. =.=
I have changed a diaper - true
I have changed a lot over the past year - true
I have done something illegal - ?
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair - false
I have had surgery - ?
I have killed another person - false
I have had my hair cut within the last week - false
I have had the cops called on me - false
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t - false

YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current car)
Harley Toyoda


YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)
Oreo Chocolate Chip


YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
JGro


YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Blue Fox sweet!!!


YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born
Suezan Bekley i think thats how you spell my middle name...


YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Groja that just sounds weird


SUPERHERO NAME: ("The" + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
The Green Mountian Dew

STRIPPER NAME: ( the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy)
dont have fav. perfume but my fav. cady is chocolate


WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother's & father's middle names )
Michele Donold

TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher's last name, a major city that starts with the same letter)
Krody Knoxville

SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flowers)
fall lilly also sounds weird


CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you're wearing right now + "ie" or "y")
apple shortie i dont like that one... -.-

HIPPY NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree)
egg apple


YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME: ("The" + Your fave hobby/craft, fave weather element + "Tour")
The swimming storm

(2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) Who am I in love with:
(1 Points) Where did we meet:
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke :
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(1 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(1 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) What's my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now:
(5 Points) How long have I been dating them:
(5 points) How tall am I:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(5 Points on Creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:


i took out some of of those ques. i try to be very carful about my identity (did i spell that right)

My name is sarah

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long

When I awake I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight

Don't make a sound!

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall.

I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault

That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.

He's already locked it

And I start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream

But its now much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me.

Put this in your journal if you think that child abuse is wrong